给妹妹的信

像要让你们知道的事。

姐不会刻意去关心你们，
但不代表不关心你们。
是因为你们不想姐关心。

所以，就换个方式吧。
你们应该会接收的。

姐知道，你们。。。
不爱说出你们的问题，
不会讲出你们的心事，
不敢表露你们的脆弱，
不想受人恩惠。

只是
一味的藏起自己，
一直的保持沉默，
一路的逃避问题，
一心的活在自己的世界里。

所以，姐也累了。
姐不会不理你们。
只是在角落里，
等你们来，
让你们自己来。

因为这样，
你们才不会感到心烦。

可能你们不会来找姐，
那也罢。
姐会尊重你们。

也尊重你们一切的决定，
让你们用自己的方式去处理你们的问题。
因为这是你们要的。

姐没有能力去改变你们世界里只有黑，白，灰的想法。
只好让你们自己用自己的方式去做，去想。
用自己的方法把其他被你们遗忘的颜色加进去你们的世界。
用自己的方法握起彩色笔把你们的世界色彩化。

姐能做的就是
关上眼睛，
收起耳朵，
闭上嘴巴。

等它们派上用场的时候，再拿出来。

*不必感到更心烦，我只是用另一个方式来应付我所面对的问题。

变质

似乎很多东西都会变质。

一样食物
一段感情
一个人 等等。

还有，阅读部落格动作。
变了质，过了头，
就会变了监视。
是一种让人窒息的动作。

凡事还是留一线吧。
(Dont't try so hard)

Weight dropped

Omg!
i had become 46kg if not mistaken?!
what happen??
i really had no idea why weight will dropped until this figure.
normally i was 49 to 50kg.
i found my weight loss when i look at one of the picture taken in I-City.
it quite scary.
i was shocked when i looked myself.
is this really me. ><
i am too thin!!!
but i quite happy as i no longer fatter and heavier than my darling~
what a good news.
finally, say hi to 46kg.
=)

傻傻分不清楚

死嘢 Lim Wei Sheng!
用 Joyce 的面子书骗我们.
搞到我们傻傻分不清楚. ><

After cny

CNY finished lo~
finally Joyce can go buy shoes.
cny buy shoes pantang 1 ar.
hai hai seng~ not nice.
5S outing again.
at 1st we decided watch movie.
but there r not nice movie 2 watch.
so, we go play bowling~ =D
long time din play bowling.
1st game play so poor.
Joey n Wilson quite geng tat time.
after 2nd game, pro of me come back.
Joyce too, she got de highest.
Zong ning is 1st time play, she play til very funny. XD
then, we go buy sun glasses.
me n joey bought 1 for ourselves.
likey~

Vincci

假决裂

搞笑咯~
本来只是想玩玩的。
怎知道一个两个蠢到！
傻婆傻佬~
可是看到你们酱很可爱下咯~ =P
没事了啦!
真是的 =.=

Scare

so worry
so scare
tat i feel like i will lost u..
what can i do?
what can i say?
to change their mind..
de only thing i want is be with u..
why cant i get it??

de only thing i can do now is cry....

Present

i love present~
ecspecially from my darling. =P
tat day when he shop for pants, i keep looking at the bags.
hehe, i want a new bag.
my 1st pink pink bag got a bit broke le. (so heart pain lo)
but he said go wangsa walk see maybe got more choices.

den today we go there find but dun hv de 1 i like =(
therefore we hv 2 go Times Square again.
wasted de parking fee n time!!! ><
but at last he bought de 1 i like. =)
another pink pink bag~
thank you darling..
Muacks~

de new bag bag

de old bag bag

Bbq with TY8

11-02-2011 Friday

wow..
what a happy n memorable day.
we bbq at joyce's house.
the 'we' r our 5 S, moon, kc siew hoong, edwin, john, josh, Mr tew n a surprise guest my darling
last time also bbq session but with my st. john gang, he also joined.
( bcuz is CNY )

after finish class we waiting 4 moon they only go joyce's house.
den go eat chicken rice 4 lunch.
den our 5S go Midvalley buy bbq things.
in de middle, there were a minor prob happen.
but not too worry.. my emotion pass very fast1.

after reach joyce's house, we all busy preparing 4 bbq food n things.
really enjoyed doing things, cuz many funny thing can smile n laugh =)

i need to bring my darling go joyce's house.
therefore, again i drive wei sheng's car.
drive auto car again. ^^v

during bbq session, there r too many funny happy exciting things happen.
too many smile laugh that cant write out all.
it will stick on memory =)

n also hav gambling session!!
joey n Mr Tew is so yellow!!!
4 times continuously take black jack!!!! (OMG)
darling lose RM2... =( not ong lo..

lastly, of cuz is photo session la.
we took some group photo.
chit chat awhile.
then around 11, darling n i leave joyce's house n go back home =)

really really so so happy that day
for our 5S, this is a very rare chance to gather like this again.
hoping for next gathering with u all.
muacks~~~~~
=)

简单

简单就是幸福？

这句话，
每个人都知道。
每个人都想拥有。
因为‘幸福’两个字。

看似简单，
做似容易。

那，
您知道什么是简单？
怎样才算是简单？

这个‘简单’， 真的那么简单？

人们都迷惑了？

人们都错了？

原来，

人们的简单都变复杂了。

原来，

简单是这么复杂的。

原来，

简单是复杂。

（在其中一个夜里，一直想着这两个字。）

Cny short shopping with my darling

jz a short shopping with him.
it is rare chance. no matter what also wan go out with him.
so, i skipped 1 hour Marketing. =P
sorry~
i will appreciate every chance together with u. =)

Rabbit year

is chinese year new~
woohoo.. c wearing new cloth.
n tis year try new way to celebrate CNY.
go Cameron highland with family~ =D
chu er go there, but dad's saga so naughty.
day before tat, car got prob. ><
almost need to cancel de trip.
but at last we make it there. =)
3 days 2 nights trip. nice trip too.
but something happen. 3rd sis bf car got  prob when going up to Gunung Brinchang.
so ci kek~ ><
so we walk to there, luckily jz 2km.
what a memorable n happening trip. =)