A for Alexis

Throwing out happiness, sadness, family, beloved, friends, hate, love, scare, rubbish, whatever.

Firework


I'm so addicted with this song!!
mean a lot.
Katy is pretty and awesome!

忠告

林先生,

在此我没有生气,抱怨,憎恨。
因为对我来说,一切都未不足到。

现在的我,是用客观角度来看你的。
最后结论是,你可以媲美奥斯卡最佳男主角。
一切的一切,你都是表里不一,口是心非。
承认吧。 不是要你的对不起。
而是之前所做的一切。

自以为是,也是你失败的原因。

知道之后,是有种突然。
但不惊讶, 因为早料到了。

祝福你们。

不过,我相信上天是有眼的。

New life in Sg Long

Finally i start my new degree life in Sg Long.
everything is done in a very short time.
everything is pass in a very short time.
but all is meaningful and memorable. =)

Today is the first day of orientation.
i skipped it, as it is damn boring.
i walked around Utar Sg Long Campus.
there have 8 floor.
totally different from PJ Campus.
the environment is quite good, it like some kind of office style buidling.
i like it. =)

First night at hostel, i'm tired but i cant sleep easily like at home.
i think i slept at around 2pm.
now i still have excited feel about the new life.
maybe after awhile, there are many problems appear.
and i may will feel homesick. ><

I love my family and my darling.



残忍

把自己的快乐,建立在别人的痛苦是很残忍的。

你告诉别人说:我不想再伤害他了。
但,你却是说一套做一套。

虽然你没有出现在他面前,
但你所做的一切,却一再的带给他伤害。
做人还是低调些。

看着他强忍痛苦背悲伤,勉强微笑。
真让人心疼。

注:这是我的想法

愿他早日走出伤痛,日后别有一番成就! =)





Stalker

Woa~
seem like i have a loyal stalker.
Thank you for viewing my blog.
hope your eyes would not feel pain!

Stalker!

惭愧

对不起。
我不是故意催你们给学费。
只是,不早点给就做不到course transfer。
当您拿着它,算着时,我真的很惭愧。
为了我,还要跟二姐借。
最后赶死赶命,才凑到。

我不会表达对你们的感谢。
是个胆小鬼。
只能在这里对你们说千千万万个谢谢!

谢谢!!!!!
谢谢你们,爱你们

还要你, Joyce Chan! 谢谢你!
谢谢你今天的陪伴和安慰。 =)

密码

密码。
我的解释是,秘密号码。
既然是秘密,就是不该随便让人知道。
既然无意间知道,更不该把它当着一连串普通号码,让别人知道。
因为它不是你的。

男,
这一切一切,让人失望,绝望透了。
得知此事,让我想赏你几巴掌。
不要让我想起此事,不然。。。。。。。。

女,
管好你自己和所谓你的男人!
别再做无谓又伤人的事。

剑 / 贱

中国那么多兵器你不学,偏学剑(贱),

上剑不学学下剑(下贱),

下剑招式那么多,你学醉剑(最贱),

金剑你不学,去学银剑(淫贱)!

终于,你练成了武林绝学:醉银剑(最淫贱)!

…………最后达到人剑合一的境界---剑人(贱人)!

心慌

心慌
心慌
心慌
心慌
心慌
心慌
心慌
心慌
心慌
心慌。。。。

心真的真的慌了。




期盼奇迹的到来。
因为,我真的需要!



Last minute

Thought it will be a better day.
but 1 message change my mood.
from HEAVEN drag me to the HELL.
sh wanna share room with sy.
means, me n joey only in the master room.
the room price is RM495.
how i going to afford such price.
don't be kidding.
i totally cant afford it.
don't always last minute only told us.
we are not god.
not everything we can solve easy.
i also a human being.
now i angry, piss off is reasonable.
if u think i'm selfish or whatever.
i don't care.
i have to do this.
if not, u take the master room.
cause you are the one can afford the price compare to me.
i don't want to burden my family.

Worry

WTF.
freaking freaking worry about the course transfer.
i think most probably i have to go Kampar settle it.
WHY WHY WHY
Utar management is damn damn SUCKS!
fucking hate Utar now.
just a course transfer thing must have such complex procedure.
system is fucking slow too.
student bill and result haven't release.
SHIT! FUCKING Utar!

I don't want to go Kampar for 2 weeks!

Thanks

woohoo~
Today is a happy day.
i think Law Of Attraction really really work.
everytime think what i hope.
then something good will be happened.
thank you very much~ LOA
i will think this principle, this law, this attitude.. =)
last sem final exam result is an all passed again.
glad that i did it.

Tong Yuin Mei keep fighting =)

难过的母亲节

虽然昨天已经提前庆祝了。
但是今天才是正日。
爸妈去了Seremban和外婆家。
很闷,所以没跟去。
一个人确实有些寂寞。
但,这还不够。
还被人落井下石。
心里真的很难过。
知道是家里最小的,最没有发言权。
不表示不会想,不成熟。
若以为激将法对我有效。
其实却一点的不。
相反的,只会让我更难说。
知道这一切都是为我好。
但请不要用这种方式。

我不是不想理你。
只是,我不晓得要说些什么。
不要以为我不想念你。
我只是不知道怎么表达。

这一年的母亲节,今天,我真的很难过。


真的爱你

妈咪
真的爱你~

还有爹地

它真的很重要

唉~
要开学了,又要为它而烦。
屋租,学费,家私。。。
一切一切都需要它。

想赚些它,可又没时间。
唉~
因为你,我失眠了。
真的很需要你!!!!!

First outing of Last sem break

Early in the morning damn damn damn don't want to wake up cause is raining.
but the event planned for long time, i can't ffk lo.
so, 8am woke up.
thought 8.30am wanna depart.
but received joey's message said that joyce come fetch me.
of cause wait her lo.
but... wait quite a long time still haven't come.
then i only know they haven't depart to go my house. ==
gek sei ngo la....
they reached my house.
Kc said he can't follow. what a bad news. =(
he should join us. he really need to take a break.
felt quite sad to him as he need to pretend a really a cheerful guy, but he is not at this moment.
hope time cure his................... ( ga yao ar)

Along the way to Klang, we quite worry that we will lost.
but, still ok. we didn't lose.
almost reached wilson's house, i joked with them said that we lost.
and don't where we are. =P

Of cause, this time we go Bukit Tinggi Jusco again.
first, go play awhile.
then, we go watch movie.
A chinese ghost story.
quite ok. i seldom sleep at cinema.
should said never.
after that, shopping for awhile.
bought a red shirt. can try different style from 1 shirt. =D
finally, we go eat dinner.

Today, damn damn damn lucky.
2 steamboat buffet restaurant didn't open. ==
then, we decided to go a cafe but we all didn't got feel with the food. ( mm ngam key ar )
lastly, we go eat at steamboat restaurant.
yea, is steamboat only no buffet.
luckily, John didn't join. if not, he should very sad. =P
we ate so many food. soooooo full. =D

Finish eat
Paid bill
Go back.

LOL.
some people's happiness stay short.
but to me, it stay forever. =)

物以类聚

忽然间,觉得上天真的是公平的,也觉得它很不公平
它把一样的东西放在一起。
而这些东西,都有着一些共同点。

   犹豫不决的人,会有一样的想法,一样的话题。

      受过委屈的人,会有一样的泪水,一样的悲伤。

      经过磨练的人,会有一样的经历,一样的汗水。

      受过伤害的人,会有一样的伤口,一样的恐惧。

它让他们有一样的空间,一样的人才能进入。
异类只能拒绝于门外。
异类们,还是去找回属于自己的空间吧。

坚持在错误的地方,

换来的只是遍体连伤,

换来的只是泪流满脸,

换来的只是心如刀割,

最后的只是哀莫大于心死



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