Maybe you all will say I'm lying to myself.
But I really feel that there is still something between us.
I really don't know what to do.
He said no and I trusted him.
But really jealous and mad it, flirting with him.
My life now is totally suck and mess.
I wanna focus on final exam but sometime I can't.
I'm scare of many things now.
Scare my result drop.
Scare he's leaving.
Scare I can't go through this mess.
I'm sucks!

只有在这里，才可以随心所欲得发泄。
只有在这里，他才看不到。
我不想让他觉得有压力。

我会把那些约一千个我们一起的日子，
放到心里的一个盒子。
把它标签为回忆。

我想生病。
一场很大很大很大的病。
大得可以让我忘记他。

我可以看得出我们不是没感觉。
可是他一点也没有想要挽回。
原来他的自尊重要过我。

My heart is so pain, any painkiller to cure?
any medicine to cure this disease?
I'm feel like dying.
I dont know how far i can go now.
I suffered!

Same

Having the same pose.
Listening the same song.
Missing the same people.
Loving the same person.

End

Everything is end. 

I will try my best to move on.

Now I'm worry about my final, I scare it will be affected.

I will be alone now.

I'm officially single now.

From 14th april 2012, sunday.

But now all I feel is pain.

Someone bring me the strongest painkiller for me.

That can cure those pain.

But the funny thing is I'm still miss him so much. 

Wake me up when fairy tale end

Seem like thing come to the end.
I should wake up from fairy tale.
But I just can't do it.
Part of me is empty now.

两天了。
TA说TA寂寞。
那么我呢？
我的寂寞不止两天。
我不是Hebe，不能寂寞寂寞就好。
没有TA，我一点都不好。
=(

伤心时都特别感触。
不知不觉，我又按进了TA的面子书。
看看TA的东西。

看来没有我,TA还是活得很好。
那就好。

Anyone have a magic eraser?
That can erase all the unhappy memory in my mind.
Can lend to me.
I really need it now.
Anyone please help............

我。。。
好像要恢复单身了。
很不舍得。

I'm Lost... again?

I felt lost in our relationship.
I do not know what has happen now.
I knew things change but I didn't want to change.
But what you did is forcing me to the limit.
I knew our relationship is not as those normal couple.
Other get to hanging out with each other, having fun with each other, knowing each other's family and friends etc.
And what we do is just texting with each other.
But the only thing we can do and now is getting lesser and lesser.
Now I do feel like I'm having a relationship.
I can't even remember when is the last time we met each other, because is too long already.
Everytime I kept think that you are busy with your works.
But the truth is always not what I think.
I think I'm not as important as I thought for you.
Or maybe I think I'm 'psycho' again.

I just wish to have a normal relationship, those 刻苦明心 is just not my thing.