I'm Lost... again?

I felt lost in our relationship.
I do not know what has happen now.
I knew things change but I didn't want to change.
But what you did is forcing me to the limit.
I knew our relationship is not as those normal couple.
Other get to hanging out with each other, having fun with each other, knowing each other's family and friends etc.
And what we do is just texting with each other.
But the only thing we can do and now is getting lesser and lesser.
Now I do feel like I'm having a relationship.
I can't even remember when is the last time we met each other, because is too long already.
Everytime I kept think that you are busy with your works.
But the truth is always not what I think.
I think I'm not as important as I thought for you.
Or maybe I think I'm 'psycho' again.

I just wish to have a normal relationship, those 刻苦明心 is just not my thing.